everything is kicking my ass
I'd like to say "that is all" but if I did that the individual page for this post wouldn't be very long, and the stuff in the sidebar would wrap around the bottom (because I haven't spent a lick of time to fix that, since I rarely write short posts) and that sucks.
So. Filler. La la la. I think I have the reading load of four classes, and I'm only taking three—but I could be wrong, and maybe I'm used to a light reading load. I don't know, and that makes me anxious (it's also why I'm a syllabus geek and like to compare the reading and requirements of other classes to those I'm taking now, to see if I have an overinflated sense of my abilities, to see if I shouldn't even consider going on to greater things).
I am behind on my chapters for the 3rd ed of one of my books, I am behind on my projects for profs, I am behind on my work for work. This is normal, and it sucks, and the only way to make a change is to quit it all, which can't happen until I move on, which can't happen until I finish things here, which (you guessed it) means I can't quit a thing.
I go through this process every few weeks. My life is nothing if not incredibly cyclical and predictable. Whoop de do.